Sometimes things happen in life that don’t make any sense. Actually, I feel like that’s often. The craziest, saddest things seem to happen. And I know in my own life, when I’ve gone through some pretty dark times, I looked up to God like 🗣 WHERE ARE YOU?! I’ve felt abandoned. Yes, me!
There have been multiple times I felt like I didn’t deserve what was happening to me. I’ve even seen people lose love ones and I’ve been like, God how come you couldn’t have saved them? God, why do you allow such deep pains to happen to your people? And I don’t have an answer for why. I know sin has entered the world and messed up the paradise God intended us to live in. So I blame sin and Satan for a quite a bit. But you say, God is bigger, why doesn’t He do something? And idk 🤷🏾♀️. What I do know is His ways are above our ways and His thoughts are above our thoughts. When Jesus was washing the disciples feet he said, “You don’t understand now what I am doing, but someday you will.” John 13:7 NLT I believe this scripture goes for so many things God does or allows in life. We don’t understand now, but someday we will!
God wants you to know that HE LOVES YOU! Yes, YOU!! Even in your mess. He’s not mad at you. He’s not punishing you. You’re not too far from Him. You’re not too broken. You’re not too messed up. He knows your past and present AND what you’ll do in the future and guess what, He still loves you! He loves you so much and He wants you! He’s pursuing you and calling you even now. He knows you don’t understand whats going on or why things are going the way they are, but He has His hands on you even now. He hasn’t left you. He hasn’t forgotten about you. He wants you to call out to Him and believe in his unconditional love again. He wants you!
We’re human and I feel like getting mad at God is something that will happen. But don’t let that anger keep you from Him and all He has for you. Life with God is better than anything without Him! Invite God in when you’re angry, don’t shut Him out. If you’d like prayer for anything – let me know! God is waiting for you to turn around and to give Him a chance. He loves you. ❤️